According to Mona Sabbat,

people who eat or drink too much, people addicted to drugs or sex or stealing, they're really controlled by spirits that loved those things too much to quit after death. Drunks and kleptos, they're possessed by evil spirits.

You are the culture medium. The host.

Some people still think they run their own lives.

You are the possessed.

We're all of us haunting and haunted.

Something foreign is always living itself through your. Your whole life is the vehicle for something to come to earth.

An evil spirit. A theory. A marketing campaign. A political strategy. A religious doctrine.

- Chuck Palahniuk, Lullaby

I never felt like i belonged, people don't seem to understand my thoughts.

I never really felt like i belonged in all the groups of people i've been in.

I've always drifted. I think i always will.

But i'll always, always understand Palahniuk.