Insecurity

I don't get this insecurity.

I mean, i do... But i don't.

Sure, people may not like the way they look or their personalities, but its not like you can't change that.

Why do people sit there and mope about something they can fix? I mean, it may not be easy, but when was life ever easy?

I don't understand why people act like something they're not just to be liked, because,well, in the end they're not being liked, the person they're pretending to be is the one being liked. So why bother pretending to be someone else?

I've lost so many people in their desperation to be liked, acting like assholes, like they're better than other people. I find them amazing for their naivety, arrogance and idiocy.

I feel so out of place, maybe i'm just becoming more different every day. But i don't understand why people pursue this.

I know most people think loneliness isn't a bag of fun, but i've found my content in it. Most days i prefer it to the endless babble of meaningless words exchanged from one another's mouths.

I just feel like we're getting it wrong day after day.

Why can't we sit there and say, "I don't like it, but someone else does. So it doesn't really matter?"

Were we made to spend our lives pretending, wishing for something more?

Maybe we were, but I don't think i was.

All i know is, i wish i didn't care about petty things like this. It all just makes me sad.

I want to go live with the animals.